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Life's normal had no problems. But when I get into middle school I hella fight ppl until I lost one day. After that i was pretty chill until some Karen in the white kid neighborhood accused me of being a pedo. I'm not gunna get into detail about this. So now the nibbas at me school be bullying me. They also found out imma furry so shit's not good. There this one kid who was chill until he found out about this shit. Him and his gang would constantly be a dick to me. So im not chill anymore. The kid wants to fight me. I found out this 1 day before it happened. So at the time of the event my friend are freaking out telling me that he finna fight me. So I had a little surprise for this kid. I brought a 4 inch paring knife to the fight and pulled it out on this pussy. He ran away and told his mommy about it. Now I got suspended and cant ride my bitch to school. While all this is happening my gf comes and leaves. So this is rlly the start of it all.
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Summer passes and its the same shit but no fights at my high school. I decided it was a good idea to dox/expose my ex after me and my friends where talking about her. If ur wondering what we where talking about it was just how quirky and slutty she was. Ight so i do this and someone snitches and the school gets involved. They just tell me to leave her be or ill have to leave da school. Apparently this didn't last bc they changed me schedule and put me in a class with her. Ik she didn't say shit bc I somehow ended up staying in there. So as this is happening I meet a new friend that will turn out to be my doom.
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So it was a Halloween night and i was going out wit 5ppl, friend (female), friend's friend, friends sister, friend's sister bf, and some random kid. We where going to some neighborhood buy our school. Was like 5 miles away. Life was pretty normal for me at the time. So I had a crush on my friend's sister who was 1 year younger than me. Ik that shit wouldn't work bc she has a bf and the nibbas at my school would call me a pedo. I was already getting bullied for that shit before. Both of them already knew I liked her. So this shits normal until after Christmas. Friend confesses she likes me but I don't like her. As this is happening I go into my emo phase and found out that my middle school thought I was a school shooter. Nibbas at my school still thought this and would tell the snitchy councilors/therapists that they where scarred of me. I began wearing masks to school. Like the ones Ayo & Teo wear. Nibbas thought this was scary and told ppl about it. So my entire grade was fucking with me and just being dicks. So I didn't rlly talk to anyone other than my friends. I became antisocial and began sleeping in class. Ight so back to Christmas. Friend confesses and shit but I decline.
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So now I'm getting ptsd like flashbacks, nostalgia, and more depressed. This is because I never rlly got over my ex. I'm not sure why I can't. I keep getting more reminders of my past self and how it wasn't getting better. So I turn to drugs. I just do lean as it was easy to make. I do this often to forget the past and present. The nibbas at my school find this out and think its cool. So I get encouragement to do it more. So now I'm missing class and sleeping in class more. I began to listen to more depressing music primarily Lil peep XXXTENTACION and Juice WRLD. I already listened to some Juice WRLD back in middle school so this brought back memories. I do lean with my friend she don't rlly like it but she doing it anyway. Her sister joins in and its a party. We all high. Can't remember much bc I think I passed out of some shit. But we just watched tv and played games. Idk why but the fucking random kid that we hangout with did some. He's 10 lol. So we be doing this and one day I did something I don't remember doing.
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Idk what I did because I don't remember doing it. But apparently I "molested" my friend or some shit. She snitched to some therapist. So I get expelled and most of my friends hate me. I probably wont go back to that school. So now I go to this new school in the ghetto. Have to travel across town on the r*tard bus bc "I'm dangerous". Never rlly associated wit my old school again. So this shit makes me more depressed and I just don't interact with ppl IRL anymore. But at my new school there's this nice ass girl who seems to care about me. We have similar interests but we don't talk much. She's lesbian so if I would have a chance with her I would probably socialize with her more. But imma pussy at this point and don't talk to ppl i don't know. There was some old friends there that I found and I'm cool with them. So now i got like 3 ppl I'm chill with in this ghetto school with kids who just stare at me. Like most of them just stare. Some will try to talk but it doesn't last long. Honestly feel like an outsider. I might be able to go back to my old school if I'm "good" but that probably wont happen. The sad part about it is that the classes I needed to take for a good head start to my career are at my old school. So now if I ever wanna go a good collage for that career it would be harder bc I never rlly had any prior experience.
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Ight so after like a month there at my new school this covid shit closes our school. I'm kinda bummed bc that girl I liked I can't see inspersion anymore. Her presence would just remind me that life might be worth living. Now school is even more boring. No human interaction. Just sad. I've been drifting away from human interaction and don't rlly talk to anyone anymore. So I'm the most antisocial I've ever been. I play more video games and ride my bitch more. Honestly the only thing I do. I play Roblox Jailbreak and idk but its just fun to bully little kids on there. I get the W usually all the time on there and it make them so mad its funny. To further increase this I do glitches that make me OP. I haven't started hacking yet but I probably will. If ya play that you'll know imma be ur worst enemy. The shit I do there make life more fun and I end up getting an active friend in the process. Now to the biking stuff.
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I bike a lot bc it helps me cope with reality. Going to places and seeing stuff is just nice. Can't rlly describe it but it give me some sorta nostalgia. I have been biking since middle school. Mostly through one part of town. This made an image of this part of town engraved into my mind. Time passed and every time I go there I get nostalgia. Nostalgia is like my drug. I stopped doing drugs after the incident with my friend. I honestly get "high" off of nostalgia. This is rlly why I ride my bitch. I continue to do this to this day. But not during the winter bc I primarily bike during summer break. There's this one road in my town which give me the most nostalgia. My city is widening it and it breaks my heart to so it change. But it needed improvements so I can't rlly say shit. I'm all for it bc I like changes. I embrace eminent domain which was used to create these beautiful nice new neighborhoods and roads. This lead me to take photos of these places and post them here. I think going on bike rides influenced this so much.
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So after taking some pictures of places like I described, I feel like photography would be a good career. I'm probably not gonna go back to my old school. I like taking photos. I like gaming. I like biking. Now I found my new personality. I'm currently trying to use these things to redeem myself from my sins. I will try to make new friends, and get a good life. But the past is still stuck to me. Its hard to leave it. So this is where my rant will stop. I might make one to talk about my future, and if you read the whole thing thank you.